The Mornings

Hi, Joey’s mom here.  Thought I’d comment on somethings I remember feeling at the beginning of the journey. I can vividly remember waking up one morning about a month after diagnosis, I hadn’t even become fully awake and I was already crying.  George, my husband, woke up and reached out for me.  I wonder aloud  ”Will there ever be a day when I wake up and the first thought I have won’t be - Oh god, my son has cancer.”  I couldn’t see it then, and never thought I would but I am here to tell you those dark mornings pass and you do eventually wake up with a smile on your face.  Maybe not for a good while, but time does take some of the pain away.  So cry when you need to and move on to the next step.

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